i'd rather die on my feet, than live on my knees

so the last blog was a complete right off. It's amazing how fast peoples feelings change.
Oh well. He's saying nothing is wrong. But, if I haven't received a call within the past two weeks, obviously he is trying to hint something. At least tell me. "should I just stop calling you?" "No no, not at all, I'm just really busy lately"...
Maybe he is busy? I don't know. It's just all really sketchy to me.
Why tell me these things and then act like it was all a lie?
Ugh, I'll never understand boys.

On another note, I'm starting school Wednesday. Tomorrow is my orientation. I'm definitely excited. A little nervous as well.
Is it twisted that when I was watching Halloween (the Rob Zombie version, the first one) the other night and as I was watching Michael Myers as a child I got really stoked for school?
haha.
I can't help it. I want to know why his mind is so messed up. I want to know why he gets urges to kill people, but then later completely forgets what he has done.
It's all so interesting to me.
Jordon was completely floored. "You wanna work with people like that???" *as Michael Myers stabs the nurse with a fork* "Oh my god yes!!!"
hahaha.
So hopefully with school starting, I'll feel like my life is more on track.

Orientation tomorrow, then a pool party with Lee, school the rest of the week, don't work till Saturday, date on friday... life is good. For now at least.

I'm really hoping I like my program. I'm pretty sure I will.