Won't die with out a fight

Today was just messed up.
It was a half and half day.
Half good, half completely horrible.

I don't know why you treat me the way you do. I try to do nothing but good things for you. I try to help. I try to be there. But I just get disrespected.
What you did today was completely immature. And completely selfish.
I wish we could be friends, but I can't even think about being in the same room with you after what you said to me today.
You hurt me, more than other people have.
So I'm wondering, why the fuck do I still care about you?

Another bad part of my day,
Jordon and I were coming home from dropping off Lee when some random idiot starts pulling into my lane. So I honk the horn and swerve out of the way. He comes up besides me and starts staring. I look back, obviously with a disgusted look on my face. He then speeds up and cuts me off intentionally. I honk my horn again then try to get into the other lane. Then he cuts me off again.
That put me right into an anxiety attack. I've had about three today. What the fuck?

That can't be good for me.

But now lets focus on the good parts of my day.
Started school this morning. At 8:10am to be exact. I was actually on time for an 8am class! That's the first time ever! Even when I was in Web Dev.
The class was amazing. Met some people. Actually got along with them.
Pharmacology was the class. So I'll be learning about drugs and alcohol and the effects they have. Stoked.
The prof is amazing too. He has a sense of humour. Which is something I love to see.

After school was when the above happened, so I'll skip into something better.

Met up with Laurel and we decided to buy some hair dye. So I have a new colour, once again. I went back to dark, and put red in my hair again. I can't help it. I feel so much better in red/vibrant hair.

Then I had to rush (which I HATE to do) to the AMC in Whitby. I met up with Jake, Helaina, Lee and Jordon (all amazing/solid people) and we saw Final Destination 3D. Of course since it was a Final Destination movie, it was horrible. But those movies are so bad that they are good. And this one was in 3D so it was even better.
That was followed by some Tim Hortons/Wendy's obviously.

The night pretty much ended there. Since I'm no longer allowed in my best friends house (don't ask) I came home early.
So like I said, it was half and half. But the positives seem to be hitting me more than the negatives. I think that's something I've taught myself to do and it is helping me through this rut.

School tomorrow. Coffee with Cat around 8. School Friday. Date. :)

p.s. the pool party with Lee was of course incredible. It was only us two but I think that's why I enjoyed it so much.
-not getting our hair wet
-dead mouse in the filter
-tanning
-pictures
-much needed talks since we haven't really been able to just talk since she's been home
So that day was legit.